Can you believe it’s been a year? We hardly can. Looking back and remembering the emotions and anticipation a year ago… it seems like a lifetime ago and yet like it was yesterday.
Dear Joshua,
I remember when I saw you for the first time. I remember being so excited, grateful and overwhelmed at the gift of life we’d been given. Your life.
I remember it all being so surreal… am I really a mom now?
I remember those first weeks of your life: sleep deprived yet captivated by this little bean. Who would he become?
I remember how small you were- just under 7 itty bitty pounds! I couldn’t imagine you fitting into those huge 12 month clothes people had given us.
I remember how you would fall asleep on me and how precious those times were.
Now look at you! You’re a toddler. Well, almost…. you don’t technically toddle unless you’re holding on to furniture. You’re my 22 pound explorer. Getting you to stay on my lap for 5 minutes is near impossible unless it’s storytime right before bed. I love story time :) I love how you want to explore, climb, crawl, discover everything and everywhere. I can imagine that when you learn to run there will be no stopping you! Sometimes as I watch you intensely investigate a new toy or object I think maybe you’re going to be an engineer. I’m pretty sure you already figured out how the vacuum works.
I love being your mom. You are a delight. Your big smile lights up the room. What a year you have ahead of you… you have so much waiting for you to discover and learn.
Just remember, you may be almost walking and not terribly interested in snuggling, but you’re still my baby bobo. You’re special. I love you. No one can take your place.
Happy birthday Joshua Aidan! Bring on the cake.
(Check out 12 months of Joshua cuteness here.)
Jul 16, 2011 @ 10:07:46
Happy 1st birthday Joshua, we loved seeing you and celebrating your birthday early. I hope you have a fantastic day to start out your second year! Go ahead and toddle, we are here to cheer you on! ~ Auntie Stan, Uncle Marcus, Braedon & Tanner
Jul 16, 2011 @ 10:52:41
Happy birthday Joshua! I love you! -Auntie Trina
Jul 16, 2011 @ 12:57:19
We love that little guy!
Jul 16, 2011 @ 12:59:28
Happy Birthday Joshua! It’s hard to imagine all the new things you will learn in the coming year. We especially look forward to you talking. It’s going to be a great year. Love Grandpa and Grandma Staal
Jul 18, 2011 @ 13:13:59
This is wonderful Kara! I cried reading it! You’re such a wonderful mother and you have a beautiful family! YAY! Bless you all!!